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Sunday, 11 April 2010 02:55


Title: Always Remember who she was
Written by: Evelyn Raj 

This is a story a girl named Alice and how her life had changed after she met this boy.
Alice was gullible, hyper and fun to hang around with. She wanted a boyfriend so badly then she meets this guy called Joshua &  Daniel. Daniel was a guy she met with her friends somewhere near a park nearby her house. The first time Alice met Joshua was  in the park, he was staring at her all along, she definitely knew it. Joshua was with his friends, and apparently Alice found out that he had a girlfriend at that moment. 

Later that night, Joshua had sent her an email through Facebook.
Joshua: "Hey, I was the guy you saw at the park today"
Alice: "Oh really, Hey"
Joshua: "Yeah so are you going to go to the park again tomorrow?"
Alice: "Um, probably yeah. I guess."
Joshua: "Okay well Can I have your number so it is easier to communicate with you?"
Alice: "Okay sure, 6281 1338 243. Just miss call me. Haha
Joshua: Okay thanks."
So that night Joshua called her and they' were texting each other. 

So they met up after that day of emailing, But only for a short time. On the same day, Alice on the other hand was texting Daniel. Daniel wanted to meet up with Alice. At the same time Alice had arranged a hang out with Joshua. Joshua then arrived, with his other friends. He was there chilling and hanging out like he always does. Alice saw Joshua and gave him a wave and walked off with Daniel through the steep hill. You should've seen the look on Joshua's face. It was jealousy. Alice was confused on which one to pick on either Daniel or Joshua. 
Joshua called her that night, asked Alice where she was, she was at the mall with her friends and Joshua wanted to come and see her. Alice said just hang out with him tomorrow at the park.
So after the second day of hanging out and texting, Alice realized that she had feelings for Joshua and So did Joshua They texted and flirted. 

Text message: 
"Alice have you got a boyfriend?"
"No Joshua I don't have a boyfriend but I would love to have one, It's been a while" Replied Alice 
"Hmmm well what about you Josh?" Asked Alice
"I haven't got one Alice, I told you before I haven't got one." Joshua Answered 
"Well how come people are telling me that you do have a Girlfriend, well i Need to know the truth and I think I deserve knowing the truth" Alice replied
"OKay, well I'm sorry but i kinda lied to you. I do have one but I already broke up with her when I met you" Joshua said
"You broke up with her for me? Now what's she going to think about me?" Said Alice
"Don't worry Alice, Just relax. I like the way you are so just don't think about what others think okay?" Joshua Replied "When I first laid eyes on you, I really liked your personality. Akusuka sama sifat mu, kamu keliatan baik"

That was the first time Alice had blushed for a guy. She realized that she really did like Joshua. A lot indeed. She was so happy that she finally had found someone, who liked who she really was. 
The next day came, and  Alice spent time with Daniel, at the local mall. Just as friends. After a while her phone rang and she had received a call from Joshua. Joshua was calling to ask her where she was. Daniel knew that Joshua was calling her. He was of course jealous. Alice didn't want to disappoint Joshua so she lied that she was with her friends at the mall and not with Daniel. After that hang out at the local mall, Alice drove the bike back to her house with Daniel at the back of her. When they arrived the neighborhood, Daniel leaned towards her and gave her an unexpected kiss. Alice was surprised, and she didn't like the kiss so she stopped and she said she had to go. So she rushed home and received a text from Daniel. She felt so disgusted. She didn't reply him for days. 

Then came the weekend, Joshua wanted to meet up with Alice and so they did, again at the Park where they first met. Joshua kept staring at Alice and of course she'd noticed that. Both of them seemed like they were in love. That Saturday afternoon, before Joshua arrived, Daniel was hanging out with Alice and her 3 other friends. The minute Joshua arrived, he called and Alice went straight to the park with her 3 other friends to see Joshua. She was so happy he was there. Daniel in the other hand was disappointed because he thought he had something going on with Alice. So Daniel went home. Two nights later Joshua asked Alice to be his girlfriend. She accepted! She was excited to be his girlfriend! Joshua and Alice spent the night online chatting with each other. The same night, Daniel found out that Joshua and Alice were officially a couple, he was devastated and he was mad. But he couldn't change anything so Daniel and Alice stayed friends. 

Joshua and Alice had so much in common, I'm not even joking it was like they were meant to be. They were so cute together, everyone loved how they were a couple.  Some described them as a humor couple, sweet couple or  the perfect couple. They spent every single day together. Alice and Joshua couldn't stand a day without seing each other. A day not seeing each other was like a whole year. They spent their birthdays together, christmas eve and christmas day together. It really meant a lot for Alice. She really loved Joshua a lot. They were like glue never to be separated from each other. It was like they were made for each other. Joshua came into Alice's life for a reason. Alice didn't care about anything but him. He was her first actual "real" boyfriend she'd ever had.After a month of being together Alice and Joshua had their first fight. It was about Joshua who had ignored Alice for the past three days with no contact at all. Of course Alice would be pissed about it. So she did what she had to do. So they got into a fight really, dramatic one. He made a promise at that particular time."I will always love you forever, no matter what happens". She believed him at that time. She trusted everything he said. Joshua loved Alice a lot and he didn't want to leave Alice. So they went off with their life being as a couple. Spent time at the park, at her house and at his as well. So much dramas was going in their life between Alice and Joshua. Joshua told Alice that Jade (Joshua's ex) really hates her for stealing Joshua away from her. Okay this was a really complicated story. Alice thought that Joshua had already broke up with Jade. Honestly, Joshua said they did break up but Jade, said  "She stole him away from me, why does he like her what's so good about her anyways"
Joshua said "She's a really nice person"

After months they realized that they actually care for each other and that they "loved" each other. They were back to the normal times, they had. A couple of months had past by and they were together for four months. 
They fought again for about a week and it was so dramatic. the same fight every day Alice would get angry at him for no reason or maybe the simplest reasons. Joshua was wrong so Alice did have the right to do so. Alice told him to find a new GirlFriend because he was basically ignoring her for the past week. No contact at all and Alice was a mess. She was so worried and so confused and so mad at Joshua! How could he do this to her? 
I thought he loved her and so they fought that Friday night, he lied she believed his words. Joshua told Alice that he was going to be asleep soon because he was tired. But honestly, he went out that night with his friends and came back around 5 am in the morning. 

That week they were lying on a thin line. Alice realized that she was way our of line. So she spent that friday night crying and worrying what was going to happen next. She decided to come to Joshua's house the next day and apologize. She spent the day apologizing and apologizing but I guess he didn't care about her anymore he told her that his feelings for her had gone. After that day everything was going okay until the following night, Where Joshua called Alice.

"My feelings for you are decreasing Alice, I don't think I love you anymore" 
"How could You do this to me? You promised that No matter what happens that you are always going to be with me" Alice asked
"Yeah well its just not working out anymore, let's just stay friends yeah" Joshua Answered
" No but why though?" Alice asked
"I'll tell you when I see you sometime" Joshua said 
"Okay" Alice hung up on him and she called Joshua's friend to tell him the news. 
She spent the whole night crying  the whole week was really tough for her. She really did loved him a lot and she can't accept the fact that Joshua was no longer hers. He'd left her for some stupid reason that he never really told her. That is how they both ended from a humor couple who loved each other so much, to hating each other. Joshua was Alice's actual "real" boyfriend she'd ever had. Alice kept wondering how long they were not going to talk for and until this very  moment, they are still not talking to each other. 
After a while she had moved on but it only took her about a month to be officially over Joshua. She didn't regret meeting him and the memories with Joshua will be always a part of her life. 

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